Three years ago at this time I was shell shocked and nervous
and scared.
Two years ago at this time I was full of fear living on the
edge of panic.
One year ago at this time I was crushed and afraid and
secretive.
Three years ago at this time, I was scared because He had
given me a child.
Two years ago at this time, I was scared because He had
taken one away already.
One year ago at this time, I was scared because He had given
me back two fold, what I once feared would never be again.
Three years ago at this time, Lyric had just been born and
had an unexpected surgery and we moved across the country.
Two years ago at this time, I found out I was pregnant with
Lily and scared out of my mind that I would have another miscarriage and that I
would never carry another of our children to term again.
Three years ago at this time, I found out I was unexpectedly
pregnant with Fletcher, everything about my plans made sense and nothing about
this surprise seemed to work in my mind, I was terrified about what the future
would be like.
This summer I realized that all my fears had been proven
wrong. The teeny tiniest seeds of belief from those times have been blessed
beyond what I ever imagined.
And blessed is she who believed
that there would be a fulfillment of what was spoken to her from the Lord.”
(Luke 1:45, ESV)
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